I have not written as much as I liked to this year.
Part of it is, because this place doesn't feel like a good fit anymore. It feels like I moved on and I changed.
I don't belong here anymore in a way, yet in others this is my sanctuary and the place I worked out my problems, shared my heart and made many connections over the years.
I feel like I have so much to share but if I do, I make myself so incredible vulnerable and I am not sure if I am still up for it. I contemplated of making this place private, but this doesn't feel right either.
I still want to share my heart with all of you lovelies, because I know you on the other side of the world still care about us.
with Dee and my changed attitude towards life, learning, our enviroment, raising a baby and everything what comes with it I have grown so much beyond this place here.
Friends, I need advice.